Monday, August 29, 2011

Will power?? Oh will power...

... where did you go? Ugh! So I ate everything under the sun today. Oh well. All of my crap food is now gone and I will not allow myself to buy any more. At least its not in the back of my mind anymore. I hate this diet. Lol. But tomorrow is a new day and I will get back into the correct mindset. I did lose 2.2 lbs this morning. It's not that great for the beginning but I can't expect to lose weight like I did in round 1.

I go back to the doctor on Thursday and hopefully she will release me to go back to the gym, maybe not to do classes yet but I should be able to do the machines. That will help get my motivation to eat correctly going again. I made it the entire workday in my Crocs. I didn't have my inserts in them so tomorrow I will wear my Shape Ups with my inserts in them and see how long I make it in those. I am hoping I can be boot free now. That thing really is annoying!

Oh man, my stomach is starting to cramp from all the crap food. Hopefully I have learned my lesson. Lol.

Good night!

PS. Erica, I am so jealous that you are sleeping so well! I am sleeping like crap thanks to the meds I am on!

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Round 5 VLCD Day 1

Whew... I made it. I had the worse headache all day today and I was hungry and so tired and had zero energy. Hoping tomorrow will be better. I just gotta get back into the swing of things. I didn't cheat at all today either. Yay!!!! I wasn't very hungry for my last loading day. I had a small bleu cheese salad for lunch and pizza for dinner and then ate a bunch of chocolate chip cookies and had a couple beers at the PF beach in the afternoon.

I will google that lady once I am done here. Thanks for the info Erica! They are really pretty and I am glad you said they are super simple. I am glad we are doing the diet at the same time! I had no idea! It's always nice to know somone is sharing in your pain! Lol.

I hope I lose some weight tomorrow!

Friday, August 26, 2011

Ok...

So, I can post but I can't leave comments.

Erica... I would really love to get together and learn how you do the buttercream roses all over the cake. The pic I saw on FB was awesome! And I wanna learn if you are willing to teach me!

Anyways... Lots has been going on. August 5th I had my heel spur removed from my left foot. It's been an interesting adventure but I am super glad I had it done since it feels better than in has in years, I just wish recovery would be quicker. Lol. Slowly but surely. I finally got to drive my truck tonight... It's a stick so doc said I had to wait. I can now do part time shoes with inserts and part time boot still. It feels SO WEIRD wearing a shoe on my left foot. I feel very unbalanced and my foot swells alot. Got new shoes they are mesh on the toe area but are open on the top of the foot and they have criss cross velco straps so that I can adjust them as my foot swells. They are comfy too so that is good. Lol.

Other good news... My boss told me yesterday that I am going to start training on Sunday to be co-lead baker, or if I do really good then I will be lead baker. They said that my talents are being wasted just making scones. That really made my day. : ) I am excited and nervous cuz I still have a hard time standing for long periods of time. I have a stool but where I will now be working is not a good area for a stool. So, who knows what will happen but I will take it one step at a time. Tonight the GM at Shari's texted me and asked if I wanted a part time job so I am going to talk to him in the morning. Gotta start paying medical bills here soon! Yikes.

I started loading today. I am going to do a 6 week round so I can look good for my graduation ceremony the last weekend in October. No cheating or giving up this time. Mom is doing Weight Watchers and she is doing good so far. Expect today. Lol. She was kinda loading with me. I had McDonalds breakfast, Jamms frozen yogurt, Toro Veijo nachos and am sitting here eating kettle chips and drinking Dr. Pepper as I type. I feel disgusting. I didnt' weigh in this morning as I was in Clarkston visiting my bro and sis in law. I will weigh tomorrow to give myself some knowledge of how much I gained on my loading days. I am not brave like you Erica to not weigh myself everyday. Though I agree that I get super bummed when I stall or only lose .2. But I am too OCD/anal not to do it. Lol.

Well, I think that is all I have to talk about for the time being. I am glad that blogger is mostly working. Hopefully I can figure out why I can't leave comments... it says that they can't verify my email address or someting stupid like that.

Let's see if this works!

I just wanna test this before I start typing everything and lose it all!