R4 Loading day 1

So, I totally forgot to weight myself this morning... opps. Oh well. I started loading today. Which is going alright.

The wedding was last night! Everything went really well! It was stressful cuz the groom was late! Eeek! Then when we started cleaning up I checked my phone and one of my best friends had text me and asked me to call her asap. I called and her mommy passed away : ( so sad! So, I am helping her husband take care of their 5 kids while she and her brother flew to Nevada this morning the make all the arrangements. I am exhausted! Worked all day and took care of the kids tonight so that Robert could do is finals for school. I dunno how you parents do it day after day! Craziness. I tell you what though, I had those kids scrubbing the toilet and cleaning their rooms and the entire apartment! I will start tackling laundry tomorrow after I get the 4 off to school!

I feel so bad for my Crystal and I know she will like coming home to a clean house when she gets back and will just be able to relax and not have to pick up stuff as soon as she gets home from a very sad trip.

Grrr.

I don't like my scale this morning. I gained 1 lbs. The only thing I ate was some regular bread since my mom took me to Carouso's Deli for lunch yesterday. I am mad but oh well. I tried on my dress and I can't get it zipped up all by myself but I can still get in it so I won't freak out too bad. I just need a second pair of hands to get the zipper over the seam.

It snowed enough were I have to shovel the driveway : ) Yay! My windshield wiper came undone when I was driving home from the gym last night so I have to try to fix it this morning. How frustrating! Then I have to bake a red velvet cake and make it into a haggis (eww!). I will include the picture I am going to duplicate. I wanted to make the lettuce outta gumpaste but I don't know where I can get some of the ingredients yet and I am outta time so I am just going to use real lettuce.

Well, have a great day!

R3 P3

Lost another .8 this morning putting me at 191.8 lbs. I need to lose 4 more pounds by saturday. Gonna head to the gym today so that should help and not going to eat any potatoes so that should help too. I have 5 days...

R3 P3

So, I lost .6 this morning. Was doing good on eating until my mom fixed dinner... potatoes... but I only had alittle. I love potatoes. It was pot roast, potatoes, carrots and I made a salad. I think all the good around it will outweigh the bad. Lol. I told my mom no more fixing me dinner until after the wedding. I can't wait to start R4 next week. I will be loading Sunday and Monday. Then a good 6 week round. I am ready to see the scale go down drastically! I'm tired of being fat! I am ready to finish losing all this weight and then it will be time to work on toning my body! Hopefully my mom feels up to going to the gym to get my membership all squared away tomorrow... I shared my cold with her... opps. Good night ladies! Hope you all have a great week!

Poopy!

Gained .4 this morning. I am going to have to do a steak day or 3 at this rate. Grr. I still have a week. I will be working out everyday.

Still sicky but feeling alittle better. I slept much better than I did the night before so that is always encouraging!

R3 P3

Lost .6 this morning. I thought I would gain since I felt so crappy after I work I just went home and didn't go to the gym. I have to go shoe shopping for the wedding today so hopefully I can drag myself to the gym today. I really need to get going on my weight loss!

I am happy to see that the snow stuck last night! I really enjoy seeing the winter wonderland for sure!

My first week of externship is done! Homework has been uploaded to the portal and now I need to get my butt in gear and get in the shower!

I hope you ladies are having a great day and have a wonderful weekend!

R3 P3

Lost .8 this morning. Yay! Feeling sicker and sicker unfortunately. Going shoe shopping in the morning for the wedding next weekend. Ekk. I have to make a groomsman cake for it too. Thankfully it will be pretty easy just time consuming.

R3 P3 Day 2

Stalled this morning which is fine. I exercised today. Walked a mile in 24 minutes on a 6 grade. Feels good to finally work out again. Now I just need to be taught which machines are going to help me achieve the nice toned body I want. : )

I am sick. Poopy. Not really feeling very good at all but I am sure it is due to the weather change. I work tomorrow then I don't work again until Sunday so I will have a couple days to feel better. : )

It's been a week since I have moved back. It went by super quick! The kitties are adjusting nicely I think. Kitty is the only one who really explores the house but when I am home and not in my room then the other cats will come out and find me. They just love their momma. : )

I am hopefully going to start my 2nd part time job next week. They are just waiting on the county to approve the zoning change or whatever. : ) Come on County, Bre needs a paycheck! My externship is going well. I am in "bageland" this week. Picking and packing bagel orders for delivery. It is really slow right now so they don't have alot of hours for me but as long as I get in my set amount of hours I need by the end of 6 weeks then school is happy.

R3 P3 Back on track Day 1

Lol! Hello Ladies! Sorry I went MIA for so long! I was traveling and doing wedding stuff with my brother and his fiance and I started my externship yesterday!

So, during my last week and a half off protocol I gained 6.4 lbs (about 2 lbs of that was from bunco last night, seriously!). I have 11 days to get it off. I can totally do this! After I finish getting ready I am going to get my gym membership and talk to the owner about the barista job. Well, I am off and running. AND IT'S SNOWING!!! Yes! I have been waiting for snow!

I hope you have all been well and doing good! I will catch up with your posts as soon as I am able. I have missed you guys!

R3 P3 Sunday.

Yep. Didn't weigh myself again this morning. Probably won't tomorrow either. My friends took me out to breakfast. My old manager wants to take me out to dinner on Monday night and another friend wants to go out to eat before I go to but I am running out of days. I can't wait to be back in Idaho and get back on protocol. I like eating healthier for sure and can't wait to have time to exercise. I can't wait to be done with my classes. Monday is the last day I have to go to school and after that I can just email my chefs for attendance! Im glad they are so cool about it. It is allowing us to get get to Idaho a day early and allowing us to start in the morning rather than waiting until I got out of class.

Went out drinkin' last night. Lol. It was so much fun though. I needed that. I definitely can't do nights like those very often. I'm getting too old! Lol.

R3 P3

So, I didn't weigh myself this morning because I didn't want to see what the scale said. I had my salad yesterday after my dress fitting and then I had 2 of these chocolate covered cake ball things called orgasms. OMG they are good. My friend made them for me and I have been keeping them in my truck to keep them away from myself until the move, at which time I will be totally off protocol. The same friend took me and her Grandma to Olive Garden today for a goodbye lunch, and we are going to go out tonight to a place called Westgate, it's a series of bars. So, needless to say I probably won't weigh myself again tomorrow. Lol. Wednesday and Thursday I will off protocol due to traveling although I will be bringing my salads so at least I wont be eating fast food. And then Valentine's Day I have Bunco, plus my first day of externship, so I will be off protocol that night too. But after that I have NO excuses and will have 11 days to be at 187.8 lbs for the wedding on Feb. 26th. Feb 27th I am starting my R4 loading days so April 1st I will start a 6 week round putting me on P3 on my birthday (May 14) and I will maintain until after my brother's wedding on May 29th and some time after that I will start hopefully my LAST round of HCG!!

R3 P3 Day whatever... Lol. I can't keep track anymore

I weighed in at 187.8 this morning! A 2.6 lb loss! Very proud of myself! I had jello, pudding, chicken and like 6 sugar free mint patties (my fav!). It's the cheese and dressing that is in my favorite salad that is making me gain weight. But, guess what. I am totally having that salad today at work. Lol. I can't help it. I probably won't be weighing myself after tomorrow until I get back to Idaho since I won't be eating very good, but at least I know I will go right back on my diet once I get there and hitting the gym every day. I gotta get my mom motivated. She wants to lose weight but is giving up after a week of eating good. I know once I am home and she sees me doing what I need to do then it will keep her motivated and we can walk the dog at night and all that good stuff!

Got contacts yesterday! I love them so much! Hopefully I can get them back in today! Lol. Have a good day all! It's my dress fitting today to make sure all the alterations are correct and my last night at work! Yay!

R3 P3 Day 11 (I think)

So, I did my steak day and had great success. I stepped on the scale and it said I was 189.4 which was right where I need to be (3.6 lbs loss) but I forgot to hold my foot on there long enough so it records my weight. So, I stepped on again and it said 190.4 lbs. So, I will keep it at a 2.6 lbs loss. I think I will buy chicken tonight and just eat lightly today to make sure everything goes well for tomorrow's fitting!

Hope everyone is doing alright!!

R3 P3 day 10

Up .6lbs from yesterday. Not really surprised though. I am up 2.6 from my LDW and 3.6 from the weight of my dress fitting. Doing a steak day today. Bought a fat juicy New York strip for tonight. Hoping I won't have to do it tomorrow but I totally will if that is what it takes!

Hope everyone is having a wonderful day!

Update: Just ate my steak and already my stomach isn't liking it! Sad. Hopefully I will lose a couple pounds in the morning. I will take another detox bath tonight and work out on the Wii Fit. I can't wait to move back home and go to a real gym!

R3 P3 Day 9

Lost another .2 this morning. Yay. Today was payday so I can get my steak tonight after work and do a steak day tomorrow. I am only 3 pounds away from what I weighed when they took my measurements for alterations so I should be able to hit that by friday no problem!

I now have almost $1200 saved for the move and my first months of bills when I get home. $240 for the Uhaul and probably $300+ in gas will go to the trip and the rest will be saved for bills and gas. I will have just about 40 hours on this week that ends today and 6 hours for next week (I only work Friday) so that will be a few hundred more that will come in once I move back. I needs to find a second job asap once I move back!

Next week... next week... yay! No more Arizona!