Well, I went out to eat yesterday with my brother, his fiance, her parents and my mom. We went to Mackenzie river pizza company and needless to say I gained 1 lbs this morning. Then work wants us to try all these sugar free muffins and cookies and bars. So, I am going to stop taking HCG for awhile. I feel too guilty and it's too expensive to waste it when I am not eating on protcol. I will still be eating healthy and going to the gym 6 days a week. I am going to give myself a chance to try to lose weight on my own for awhile. I have been thinking about doing it after this round but with everything going on I just need a break and I don't want to feel guilty anymore!
Good news is that Sweetwater says they can do my 2nd externship so I think I will stick with them since they will pay me and my new place wasnt going to. I am having a heck of a time trying to find a part time job at night and never knowing my schedule puts a damper on finding a job at night. I have enough for another month's bills but that is it.
I'm sorry to be a quitter, but I am not quitting on losing weight I just need a break from the HCG. I wanna prove to myself that I can do this on my own and really teach myself to change my lifestyle eating habits. I am really enjoying working out so I know I will stick with that!
You're not a quitter! I completely understand your decision. I hope you keep blogging though! This journey we're all going through is tough, no matter which course of action we take. I support you 100% and look forward to your continued success.♥
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