Friday, September 17, 2010
VLCD Day 19
Well, I did it. Lost exactly .8 lbs for a total of 20 lbs. I should be happy but I am pretty depressed. All I want to do it eat. I am sick of not being able to eat anything. I keep looking at the 1st 3 weeks section of the food list and seeing all the great things I can have but I have to wait. It's so frustrating. I am SO sick of water. I am becoming obsessed with the scale and eating less to make sure I continue to lose weight. I just wish I had someone to talk to about everything. I am feeling completely left out by my "family" down here and I just want to move back home. I am sick of being an outsider. I am sick of having no friends and being stuck at home. I am miserable. I just want to give up but I won't I've come too far to quit now.
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Oh Bre, I'm so sorry you're feeling so down. =(
ReplyDeleteIf you ever want to unload, I'm here for you. I hit a rough spot halfway through the diet. I was sick of everything and started feeling very sorry for myself. I snapped out of it a couple days later. Hang in there....you are a rockstar to me.♥♥
PEP TALK ALERT!!!
ReplyDeleteHang in there Bre! You're almost done with school and then you'll be moving back to Cd'A, right? You can get through this. You are a strong beautiful woman and nothing can get you down if you don't let it! Seriously, think of how far you've come already. Take everything just one day at a time and remember that you have a ton of support (even though we're spread out all over the place). We are here for you girl!
I'm always just a text away...you can trust me and I won't judge you. We have to do the stripclub thing again before you leave! Sooner the better.
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Thanks boobany! We will have to do the stripclub again that was alot of fun!
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