My dad came home today for my stepmom's birthday. He works 4 hours away so stays in a camper while working. He said he can see the loss in my face. My school pants (the horrilbe black and white checked pants) are getting huge and my jeans slide off my ass when I bend over (thank goodness I have to wear a chef's coat at work!). I hate belts cuz they never fit so therefore are too tight but now maybe it will be better. My grandma bra is getting too big too. I am finally starting to see the changes and that makes me happy.
I had to sit there and watch my family eat t-bones (I had a 3.5 oz piece of tenderlion) and potatos and butter and sour cream. I just sat there and watched them and wished it was me but I just ate my meat. 2 weeks and 6 days until P3. I just don't want to get out of control while being able to eat so much more. I am scared and nervous about it. I know how I tend to be but I got a picture of the bridesmaid dress and it is stunning (I will attach a picture) and I am hoping to lose 100 lbs by the end of February so I look sexy in it!
Oooh that's a pretty dress!!! Isn't it exciting when you can start seeing it in your clothes?! Hurray for your pants falling down! lol
ReplyDeleteWow, that dress is awesome! Good job not eating when everybody else was. That's definitely a hard thing to get over for sure!
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